| beth_is_betty ( @ 2005-04-11 00:42:00 |
My lover is leaving me!
Freelin is leaving Guajome!
;_;
We have talked about this for a while now, I knew it was going to happen...
But now Spring Break is over, and tomorrow I go back to school...
And for the first time in two months...
Freelin won't be there.
Oh gods.
I am a very clingy and needy person, and it is VERY hard for me to deal with things like this; big changes are really tough for me, especially ones involving those I am in a close relatioship with (be it friends, significant others, or otherwise).
And, damn, I left my medication at my other house.
Tomorrow (or rather, today, seeing as it is 12:35 AM at the moment) will be an emotional rollercoaster for me, I can tell already.
Random spouts of crying...
But I'll try hard not to.
And I'll try even HARDER not to complain about this too much to people...
I just don't want to be a bother to anyone.
But please bear with me for the moment, my friends, for I need you now.
Please bear what will undoubtedly be extreme clingyness, as is my nature.
I love you guys!