BOYS 'R' US
I think about boys 40 minutes out of every hour.
...and I thought I was a lesbian!
Funny how things turn out, isn't it?
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January 12th, 200504:40 pmBOYS 'R' US
I think about boys 40 minutes out of every hour. ...and I thought I was a lesbian! Funny how things turn out, isn't it? 08:43 pmThey say "Never say never," but I can never again love you.
I am living in a nightmare where good always wins. I am living in a place where the winter begins. In this dream I am enveloped, I bathe in rain from red September. I kissed these tears of mine goodbye, for a reason I cannot remember... And I plead with you, now before you, take my hand again, only once more. Guide me through this silent coma, for I shall have to find what this is for. Come to me, fold to me, in my arms. Hold me in your ever-mesmeric sway. Dance with me into the starry night. Let us live like this were our last day. And I promise to you my dear, that if I cannot find a way to persuade, this first time shall be the only time and then it all shall be unmade... It was not that the knife lacerated, it was that the knife made me grow cold. It was not that the pain was too much, it was that my pain was left untold. Perhaps forever, it is in this nightmare that I am bound, perhaps never, is a day that my love for you can be found... |
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